Double Missing Time on Highway 62
Copyright 2009 Joseph Burkes, MD
SYNOPSIS: Two UFO field investigators experienced double
missing time in the high desert. High strangeness phenomenon occurred during
the ride home consisting of a bizarre interaction with an unseen intelligence
apparently mediated by a spinning compass. This incident was one of 3 missing
time episodes that were experienced by members of the CSETI contact network.
INTRODUCTION
On
December 26 1993 following an all night field work session at Joshua Tree
National Monument, Misha (a pseudonym) and I drove back to Los Angeles. We left the Arco
station at Yucca at 6 AM. The trip ordinarily takes about 3 and a half hours.
On the day following Christmas there was almost no traffic on the 10 Freeway.
Misha took advantage of the nearly deserted highway to drive home at high
speed. His powerful Nissan Maxima effortlessly cruised most of the way at
speeds between 80 and 90 miles an hour. On arriving home, I was surprised to see
the time was 10 AM . Fatigued from the night of sky watch activities I didnÕt
give it much thought. Later I realized at high speed the trip back from the
desert should have been little more that 2 hours.
Back in 93 Misha and I
were still working together at the Medical Center. Over breakfast several days
later in the basement cafeteria I noticed that Misha looked ill at ease. He
commented that it had taken too long for us to get home.Ó I think we had
missing time in the desert. Ò he said. Ò The image of my electric clock
flashing 10:00 AM echoed through my mind. It had taken us 4 hours to drive
home. I confessed to Misha, ÒI think you may be right.Ó This is an account of
the high strangeness events that occurred on our ride back from the desert,
December 26, 1993.
It was Christmas week and
all of our Los Angeles CE-5 Initiative field investigators were busy with
family or were out of town. On Christmas day Misha and I went out into the
field hoping to recapitulate our Memorial Day encounter. What happened was far
stranger than anything I have experienced during my years as a UFO
investigator.
The desert was dark, cold
and still. The absence of wind was a blessing. The temperature dropped into the low 30s. We stationed
ourselves 3 miles south of the circle road at a backboard located on Old
Geology Road. I recall leading a half-hearted guided meditation. The site felt
terribly empty. The anticipation of contact that is experienced as a kind of
buzz, was sadly absent. I scanned the research site with my eyes, while my mind
reached out for the Òpresence of consciousness.Ò
PRESENCE OF
CONSIOUSNESS
The best way to explain
this term Òpresence of consciousness Òis by describing a game we all enjoyed
during childhood. Recall how when playing hide and seek you would enter a room
and just ÒknowÓ someone was hiding there. Holding your breath and listening for
a telltale giggle, you might not find a soul. Nevertheless you were certain
that someone was truly there. In a similar way one can experience the Òpresence
of consciousnessÓ during field work. This awareness of not being alone is also
described as simply, Òmind.Ó
I snuggled in my sleeping
bag. A ground tarp separated me from the cold desert sand. I must of dozed off
around 2 AM. The next thing I heard was Misha moving around the campsite. He
was packing up. I looked at my watch, it was only 4:30 AM, a good 2 hours
before daybreak.
I was perplexed by MishaÕs
unannounced decision to break camp. If any contact were going to take place
this night, now was our chance. WhatÕs up Misha? I asked. ÒWhatÕs the rush? He
offered no explanation. Singularly focused on packing, he answered in
monosyllables. ÒLetÕs go!Ó was all he offered. This was the third time we had
ventured out together at Joshua Tree. I had never seen him in such a rush to
go. I figured he had his reasons.
One hundred miles to the
west in their cozy apartment, I envisioned MishaÕs beautiful fiancee Renata
dreamily awaiting his return. I thought of my youth and first love. I met Yael,
my future wife when I was just 17. ÒOh to be young and in love!Ó I mused.
Passionate thoughts of his Slavic beauty were likely fueling MishaÕs desire to
rush back to LA. Not ready to call it quits, I suggested that we do some light
work before departing. ÒMaybe we can still have a sighting.Ó I suggested.
But Misha just continued
packing in silence. With some reluctance I pitched in and loaded our equipment
into the back of his Maxima. Well at least he would be doing the driving. I
could finish my nap on the ride back to town. Partial overcast blocked out most of the stars. In near
pitch darkness we drove down into the village of Joshua Tree. Little did I know
what or who might be waiting for us on further down the road on highway 62.
We gassed up the vehicle
and then checked the oil. We then took turns at what must have been the most
malordorous rest room in the Yucca Valley. . It was 6 AM as we drove through the empty streets of Yucca
Valley. Misha took great heed not drive over speed limit. Many a visitor has
paid dearly to the local police who set up traps for unsuspecting motorists. On
the outskirts of town, an ancient Toyota sports car slowly passed us. It was a
two seater, the one that looks like an imitation of the British ÒTriumph.Ò
STRANGE LIGHTS
FOLLOW US IN THE RAVINE
A few minutes later we
passed through the Morongo Valley. There highway 62 turns sharply downward into
a narrow ravine. During the winter storms, rock slides can break loose from the
steep cliffs. For several miles there are no exits till just north of Desert
Hot Springs.
Hurtling down through the
gorge, Misha drew my attention to a pair of headlights following us. The
winding course through the ravine allows visibility of only a few hundred yards
in either direction. I looked back and initially saw nothing. I waited. Sure
enough, a few moments later, rounding a turn, an ordinary pair of headlights
appeared. ÒItÕs just a car Misha. ÒI said.
ÒThereÕs something funny
about it Joe.Ó he replied. He later confided in me that an amber light had
suddenly appeared in between the headlights. We speed around another turn in
the ravine. I looked back and again saw nothing. I assumed that the vehicle was
simply obscured by another turn in the road. Misha later revealed to me that
the object I thought was a car, appeared Òto lift right off the road. ÒI donÕt
know whether to thank him or not for his omission. In retrospect I assume that
nothing we said or did could alter what was about to occur.
ThatÕs when even stranger
things started happening. We reached the point where the ravine opens up.
Before us suddenly appeared a panoramic vista of the desert at night. Directly
facing us, some 15 miles away loomed an enormous wall of granite, San Jacinto
Mountain. To the southeast the flat desert floor stretched out for some 30
miles. The lights from resort village of Desert Hot Springs twinkled on our
left. It was a mere 5 miles distant. Further to the east, tucked up against the
base of the mountains, we could see the lights of Palm Springs shimmering on
the valley floor.
Heading south on 62 there
is solitary hill on the west side of the pavement as one emerges from the
ravine. Here the narrow road becomes a divided highway with a wooded island
separating the traffic. The hillock on the right side of the road is less than
one hundred and twenty feet high.
Separated from the entrance to the gorge by only a few hundred feet, the
hill stands like a lonely watch tower guarding the passage way to the ravine.
By December 1993 I must
passed that desolate mound of rocks and dirt a dozen times. It is not
particularly noteworthy. There were no houses or roads on its steep slopes.
There are no aircraft warning beacon on its dirt covered crest. On this
particular morning however, the hillock appeared rather different. First of all
it seemed as if it had nearly doubled in size. Like a blacked out skyscraper it
towered over the right side of the road. In addition there was a solitary
non-blinking red light on its crest.
As we speed down the road at about 60 miles per hour. I immediately drew
MishaÕs attention to the light. ÒHey Misha, I donÕt remember any light ever
being up there. ÒI rolled my window down and got ready with the signal lantern.
Overhead in the darkened
sky, there were a surprising number of moving lights. It seemed strange, the
day after Christmas that there would be several private pilots out flying at 6
AM in the morning. Less than 2 miles away, I saw the typical flashing beacon of
what I assumed must have been a small plane. It was slowly moving north into
the air space over Joshua Tree National Park. The craft was heading towards the
plateau from which Misha and I had just descended.
Further in the distance I
picked out another strobe meandering over Desert Hot Springs. The strangest
light of all was a large brilliant white one. It was in the sky over Palm
Springs and was accelerating directly towards us at seemed a tremendous speed.
Again I thought it strange, that a commercial jet would be scheduled to take
off so early on a workday in the middle of the Christmas Holidays. ÒMaybe itÕs
some millionaire playing with his Lear jet.Ó I postulated.
THE HILLSIDE
APPEARED TO DISSOLVE
Frustrated by a uneventful
night of field work, I was ready to signal at practically anything. I rolled
down the window and fired my 500,000 candle power signal lantern at the red
light on top of the hill. The target did not strobe or change intensity. The
lonely beacon was fixed to a point that was some 20 feet above the crest on the
hill. I must admit I felt a little foolish signaling at the solitary light. At
the time I was convinced that there had to be some reasonable explanation for
its presence. I had trouble explaining tom myself however why I had never seen
it before. True to what I imagined was the contact workerÕs creed, I was not
about to miss an opportunity to interact with something that might turn out to
be truly anomalous.
With the window down, cold
winter air poured into the cabin. Pointing towards the top of the hill, which
now seemed to be over 300 feet tall, I let loose with a salvo from my Òlight
bazooka.Ó There was no reply from the solitary red light.
As the broad bolt of light
from the lantern flashed upwards, I muttered under my breath ÒWhat the hell!Ó
There was no reflection from the rock face. The beam simply plowed into
multitude of boulders on the hillside.
Instead of getting a sharp image from the rock face, the section of the
hill directly in the center of the beam appeared to dissolve into a kind of
hazy white cloud. In amazement, probably with my mouth wide open, I pulled the
trigger of the lantern tight and steady. I saw a portion of the hill some
twenty feet across simply turn into mist. ÒThis is too weird,Ó I muttered. ÒI
must be really tired.Ó I was surely going to get some good sleep when I got
home.
While I was fussing with
the light, Misha was still preoccupied with the lights that had been following
us in the ravine. He urgently told me to look behind. Having problems of my
own, I did not particularly care for the tone in his voice.
ÒLook Misha Ò I said,
ÒitÕs just a car! What are you worried about? There are no exits off this
stretch of road. LetÕs stop the car,Ó I proposed. ÒWhatever it is thatÕs behind us will simply pass us by.
WeÕll get a good look at it and thatÕll be the end of it.Ó What Misha had
neglected to tell me, was that he had just seen the ÒcarÓ with three
headlights, two white lights and a yellow one in between, gently lift off the
road into the air.
Misha slowed down and
pulled off onto the gravel shoulder. I still had my cold weather gear on and
the open widow was a welcome relief from the cars heater. Misha was wearing his
polypropylene undershirt, but no jacket. He let the engine idle and we sat
there. It seemed like a mere 15 or twenty seconds passed when Misha started
shouting at me to close the window. ÒIÕm freezing!Ó he cried.
In retrospect I thought it
strange that Misha would complain about being cold. Born in a small town in
White Russia. he seemed to find the Southern California winters mild to a
fault. During field work, on more than one occasion, when others complained
bitterly about the cold, Misha merrily moved around the campsite with his
jacket open. The window had only been open for several minutes at most,
nevertheless he made it known in no uncertain tones that he was freezing. I now
believe that we had just experienced missing time, the first of two apparent
episodes that we were to endure that cold dark morning. I imagine the window
must have been down for a much longer than twenty seconds. If MishaÕs latter
account is credible, he was taken on board spacecraft.
I EXPERIENCED A STRANGE
SENSE OF MISGIVING
I recall feeling dazed. I
am certain that I did not fall asleep while waiting for the vehicle to pass. It
seemed like we had sat there for only a few moments. As I rolled the window up
at MishaÕs demand, I experienced a strange sense of misgiving. There was
something wrong going on here, but I couldnÕt put my finger on it.
No car had passed, Misha
later confirmed this observation. Without exchanging a word to one another, he
accelerated back on to the highway.
Given all the activity on the ground, on the hill and in the air, we
certainly should have been tracking the lights and making notes of our
observations. Such excitement should have keep us busy for some time. Instead like two zombies we drove on in
silence down the dark highway. We did not even address the issue of the ÒcarÓ
that never passed us while we waited on shoulder. There were other things that
were out of place. I recall no longer seeing the moving lights in the sky that
I had assumed were small planes. In what seemed like less than a minute they
were gone. There was no sign of
the brilliant white light that I assumed belonged to a Lear jet. The last memory
I have of this object was its rapid acceleration towards our position at the
entrance to the ravine. The darkness enveloped us, broken only by the faint
flickering of stars.
I AM CERTAIN THAT I
DID NOT FALL ASLEEP
As we drove towards US 10,
the sound of the engine was hypnotic. I looked to the east and watched as the
sunÕs distant light softly illuminating the black eastern horizon. It glowed
dark red, like the dying embers of a campfire. It was beautiful. Daybreak was
still some time off. I listened to the purr of the motor, although tired I am
certain that I did not fall asleep.
In what seemed like a
flash, it was suddenly broad daylight. The sound of the engine was the same.
Just as before Misha was there at the wheel, but suddenly the sun was quite
high in the sky. Something had happened. But what? That particular stretch of
highway 62 between the ravine and US 10 is only about 7 miles long. At 65 miles
an hour it takes less than 7 minutes to cover the distance. From the height of
the sun in the sky, considerably more time must have elapsed. In my dazed state
I had trouble focusing on these details. Reassured by the sound of the motor
and the warmth of the carÕs heater, I experienced no fear. With San Jacinto
Mountain towering above us we turned on to the ten lane superhighway. Straight as
an arrow it carried across the desert towards a megalopolis known as Los
Angeles.
There was almost no
traffic on the road. After making sure that Misha was quite awake and not
likely to fall asleep at the wheel, I decided it was safe to take a nap. I told
Sash that if he found himself getting sleepy he absolutely must wake me up.
Then I would take over. Later he confessed that he took advantage of empty
highway to see what his beloved Maxima was really made of. While I dozed as
snug as a bug in a rug, Misha zooming down the road at 90 miles per hour. I
awoke suddenly from a dreamless sleep.
Misha announced that he had to stop for some coffee.
Strong hot coffee in the
belly and cold water on the face, sufficiently revived us to continue. In less
than 20 minutes we were back on the road. There was increasingly more traffic
as we approached LA. We were soon to be treated to another experience that can
only be described as very high strangeness.
STRANGE INTERACTION
WITH A SPINNING COMPASS
His plan was as follows,
to facilitate communication with the unseen force, he proposed that we ask a
question out loud. Sash requested that the intelligence responsible for the
spinning compass (presumable ET) should supply ÒanswersÓ in the following
manner. The spinning of the compass would mean a ÒyesÓ reply to the question
stated. If it stopped spinning, that would signify a ÒnoÓ reply.
To my amazement and to
MishaÕs delight, for the next half an hour, the compass appeared to spin out
intelligible answers to the series of questions we (to use a new age
expression) sent out to the Òuniverse.Ó Granted, we did not videotape the
spinning needle. Nor did we measure with a stopwatch the time elapsed between
our questions and ÒanswersÓ as given by the compass. Despite these and countless
other flaws in our investigatorÕs method, we had the distinct impression that
the spinning or lack of spinning appeared to be in response to the questions
asked.
I understand debunkers of
this kind of high strangeness will probable have a field day with the following
account. In rebuttal I offer the observation of author Whitely Strieber who has
wisely pointed our that the only thing consistent about this contact phenomenon
is that Òit is consistently strange.Ó I suppose it is very possible that the
compass was spinning randomly and it was just wishful thinking and imagination
that made the experience appear interactive. If this be so, one still should
ask what caused the spinning? It would appear that the needle(and other objects
in the vehicle) were exposed to a rapidly changing magnetic field. It was an
energy that manifested along a broad stretch of highway in a congested
metropolitan area.
The following ÒinterviewÓ,
is an edited version of a report that I sent out to CE-5 I working group coordinators
several months later. The ÒyesÓ and ÒnoÓ responses, with few surprises, seemed
appropriate and predictable answers to the questions we asked. Inexplicably the
tiny magnet stopped moving after each reply. To give a sense of the playful
exchange, here is a portion of the ÒdialogueÓ. As demonstrated by the
transcript, family concerns were foremost in out minds.
Q. Do you want Misha to go
on board(an ET spacecraft.)
Q. Did you create a flying
saucer sighting over MishaÕs motherÕs house so that his family would support
Misha in CSETI research?
Q. Did you further help
him by assisting a change in RenataÕs frame of mind to have a more positive
attitude about ETI and CSETIÕs contact work?
(Both Misha and I both
were running into some pretty heavy flack from our mates concerning the contact
work. We were obviously hoping for any help we could find.)
Q. Will you do the same
for Joe Burkes?
This reply was a relief for
me. Misha and I were not the only contact workers who were experiencing family
stress from our unusual avocation.
This was a common concern for working groups all over the country. Other
questions focused on the ÒentityÓ that we thought we were communicating with.
A. No spinning, ÒNo!Ó
(This was a bit of a surprise to us.)
Q. Are you an individual mind?
A. Slow spin, ÒYÓ
Q. Do we(WG members and
the ETs), share the same consciousness?
A. Strong and immediate
spin ÒYes!Ó
Other questions deemed
important focused on the possible nature of the ET
group that our teams were
interacting with. The ÒanswersÓ were somewhat
surprising. They did not
match our expectations
A. ÒNoÓ (We had expected a
resounding Òyes!Ó After all we had anticipated that everybody who is anybody in
the universe should know the renowned UFO leader.)
Q. Do you know StevenÕs
friends?(his ET contacts)
A. Slow spin ÒYesÓ.
Despite our sleep deprived
state, both Misha and I had the widom to repeat several of these questions at
different times during the Òinterview.Ó Always we received the same ÒanswersÓ
in the form of spin, or no spin of the compass. Whatever was going on in the
car as we sped along, at least there was apparent reproducibility of the
phenomena. It bolstered our hope that we were not complete victims of chance
and wishful thinking.
CREDIT CARDS WERE
DEMAGNETIZED
As we drove through the
downtown area the spinning got weaker and finally stopped. We too were exhausted.
The magnetic flux which apparently created the phenomenon initially appeared
quite powerful and highly focused. Misha later reported that credit cards in
his wallet all became demagnetized. His wallet was sitting less that 12 inches
from the spinning compass. The cards in my wallet, placed securely in the
trunk, were not affected.
To MishaÕs dismay, his
micro-cassette tape recorder was affected as well. During our ÒdialogueÓ with the unseen force his recorder was
on Misha in his jacket pocket. We both had used tape recorders to document our
field observations the night before. Later Misha played that cassette on which
he reportedly recorded his notes. The tape was silent. Apparently it had been
totally erased.
When I arrived home it was
already 10 AM. I was a little surprised to see how late it was. What should
have been a two and a half hour trip, had taken us 4 hours. We had left Desert
Site II at approximately 4:45 AM and had arrived at the gas station at 5:30. I
remember checking the time with the attendant. Giving ourselves at most 30
minutes at the Arco station, we should have arrived at the stopping place
outside the gorge no later than 6:15. From that point even with our stop for
coffee I estimate that we ÒlostÓ a minimum of 45 minutes and perhaps as much as
much as an hour.
I returned to work the
following week with strange misgivings about what had transpired in the desert.
Sure the spinning compass had been a delight, Still I could not explain why we
had not waited for the car to pass us at the exit of the ravine. I couldnÕt
explain the strange events surrounding the hillside and the red light that was
never seen before, nor has it ever appeared since on subsequent outings.
I also wondered what had
happened to the rapidly accelerating light. I naturally assumed that it was a
jet aircraft heading our way. And what about the break in continuity of
consciousness while driving on highway 62?. One moment it was nearly totally
dark, then ÒBingo!Ó the night vanished and the sun was high in the sky. At the
time it happened I remember thinking that it seemed like Misha and I had been
on that stupid road forever.
During a previous working
group outing, while driving back from Joshua Tree, Misha and another researcher
(who I shall call Jonathan) observed something bizarre. Both of my fellow
researchers confirmed that while cruising along in the Maxima, the inexpensive
compass in a plastic tray between the front seats began to spin wildly. At that
prior research mission, the spinning was observed for about ten minutes. It
occurred while they were driving through downtown Los Angeles. This unexplained
event was reportedly associated with the dashboardÕs electronic clock turning
off. Jonathan and Misha described this
incident to the working group at the next business meeting.
On the morning of December
26 some twenty five miles outside of downtown LA the compass once again began
to spin wildly. Misha drew my attention to the device. It was moving in a
counter-clock-wise fashion. The bizarre event continued for the next 30
minutes. The spinning occurred even though we maneuvered at 60 miles per hour
in heavy traffic .
As so often was the case
with Misha, the junior member of the working group took the initiative. He
boldly suggested that we should attempt to use the spinning compass as a way to
communicate with unseen force controlling the compass, presumably the
Extraterrestrials. I had heard about wiggie boards before .Back then in 1993
at the beginning of my career as a contact worker, I did not have much respect
for what I viewed as Òparlor room tricks.Ó I was fairly prejudiced against
people who boasted of dialoguing with unseen metaphysical forces via such
Ògimmicks.Ó Passing harsh judgment I viewed wiggie board enthusiasts as
terminally goofy. After all, I had been indoctrinated in materialist philosophy
by mainstream medical training.
This scientific orientation made me more than a wee bit uncomfortable
with the idea of playing 21 questions with a spinning compass.
Despite
these misgivings I acquiesced to MishaÕs proposal. The previous month by
following his lead, I had experienced an incredible interactive encounter with
2 anomalous objects. One as seen through my binoculars was without a doubt
shaped like a disc. With this successful track record, who was I to hold the
lad back. I thought to myself, ÒWhen in Rome, do as ....Ó
"
I THINK WE HAD MISSING TIME IN THE DESERT"
I met Misha for a coffee
break in the hospital cafeteria several days after the events of December 26.
ÒI got to tell you something Joe,Ó he started. ÒI think we had missing time in the desert. Ò
I stared at his face long
and hard. I sighed and said, ÒI think you re right Misha.Ó The inexplicable
events of that early morning began to make sense within the context of a
missing time/possible ET contact experience. Misha paused before he delivered the next bombshell. Ò I
remember being on board.Ó
Mixed emotions surged
through me, a combination of excitement and dismay. ÒOh no!Ó I thought, Òthis is not what I had bargained for.Ó
I had joined the CSETI program hoping to have an encounter as Steven Greer had
advertised Òin full psychomotor controlÓ of my body. We had trained for
possible landings as part of a citizensÕ diplomatic mission. All the lurid
stereotypes of the UFO subculture flashed through my mind. Was I now going to
join other raging ÒabducteesÓ on paranormal talk shows to tell my Òcontact
experience? ÒUgh!Ó I thought.
After some several
exciting sightings during CSETI field work, I had become an ardent exponent of
Steven GreerÕs Close Encounters of the Fifth Kind Initiative. The large silent
triangular craft I witnessed in Mexico had transformed my consciousness. I knew
that we were not alone in the universe. I wanted to make my contribution to
what I saw was an important campaign for peace and solidarity. After one year,
my working group was making what I judged was steady progress. From the outset
of joining the contact movement, I had never really accepted the likelihood of
GreerÕs wildly optimistic projections. ÒLandings and boarding of CSETI teams in
three to five years,Ó always seemed quite far out to say the least. Nevertheless I had hoped for a gradual
raproachmont.
The alien abduction
theorists and debunkers alike had smeared CSETIÕs efforts as the foolishness of
a Òcontactee cult.Ó The abductionists had labeled our contact effort as an
attempt to get ourselves Òabducted.Ó How were we to answer such nasty
accusations if team members were experiencing missing time in the course of
field work?
The so called Òmissing timeÓ
phenomenon after all was an integral part of the entire Òalien abductionÓ
paradigm that portrayed contact as a criminal act. Greer in his speeches and
writings had characterized such notions as being part and parcel of a
Òsubculture of fear.Ó Already a growing mythology of Òalien genetics
experimentsÓ and Òbabies floating in spaceÓ were an integral part of mainstream
ufology. Nevertheless there was no solid evidence proving any of these wild
tales. They were just stories, what people remembered spontaneously or recalled
under hypnosis. I shuddered thinking now my story could be distorted and added
to the sordid list of alleged ET Òcrimes.Ó
I had been attracted to
CSETI because its message was so positive, proactive and hopeful. I was afraid
that by publicly describing our missing time experience, I would be aiding
those who were promoting conflict. In no way did I want to contribute to what I
viewed as a Òcult of victimhood.Ó I looked at Misha across my now cold cup of
coffee , a Jewish oath of woe passed my lips. ÒOi Veh!Ó I sighed.
But Misha was indomitable.
ÒThereÕs more Joe. Ò
He briefly outlined what
he believed had transpired some 72 hours before on that cold dark highway. He
told me that fragmented memories were starting to come back to him as flashbacks.
These recollections presumably filled in the Òlost timeÓ during our ride back
from Joshua Tree.
Misha was a veteran of
numerous close encounters. If his memory of past events in Russia were
accurate, he had a long-standing positive relationship with specific group of
ETs. This was consistent with his status as a contactee. As far as what
happened to him during the lost time on highway 62, he recalled being on board
an ET spacecraft, but he could not remember how he was actually taken out of the
car. Misha not unexpectedly had an extremely favorable reaction to his most recent Òon board experience.Ó
With no small interest I
listened to his description of the stereotypical physical exam provided him by
his non-human hosts. The ETs were reportedly the short ones with the big heads,
known within the UFO subculture as ÒTHE GRAYS.Ó Unlike the abductees who often
describe this race as marauding space demons, Misha talked about these strange
visitors as if they were family for him.
SPONTANEOUS RECALL OF
AN ON BOARD EXPERIENCE
Over the next few weeks he
Òdownloaded from memoryÓ (series of spontaneous recall experiences) more
details of the alleged encounter. He has chosen not to include the particulars
of what he remembers in this report. The fact that I was nowhere to be seen on
the craft was proof for Misha that I had not been taken. He pointed at me and
wickedly snickered, ÒI went on board, and they left poor Joe in the car.Ó I was
in no position to disagree. I could not remember a god-damn thing during the
hour of what seemed like missing time.
One detail of MishaÕs
accounts perked me up. ÒYou know we stopped twice on that stretch of 62 just
before US 10.Ó This was certainly news to me. I recalled only stopping once
when the sky was full of what I thought were the lights of planes. I wondered
if that second stop might explain the break in continuity of consciousness I
experienced just before sunrise. I recalled viewing the faint glow on the
eastern horizon. Then suddenly it was broad daylight.
Misha was quite certain
about the second stop, although he shared few additional details. Well if
indeed we had stopped twice, I suppose it was conceivable that I went on board
too. At least Sash had given me some ammunition against his barb about Òpoor
Joe left alone in the car.Ó Not wanting to be undone by my contactee buddy I
replied to his good-natured taunting, ÒItÕs simple Misha. They took you on the
first stop, and then I was taken on board during our second stop. I too left
ÔpoorÕ Misha alone in the car. So there!Ó
This childish banter
aside, the missing time experience did present some real problems for me back
at the home front. I tried to tell my wife about incident. The response as
expected was less than sympathetic. My lovely Yael announced her verdict. It
read, ÒJoe dear, youÕre nuts!Ó
Oh great!Ó I thought,
Òwhere was the help I was promised by the spinning compass.Ó I wanted her to
have a unambiguous sighting of an anomalous structured craft. MishaÕs Renata
had been granted such an experience. If Yael were destined to become more
accepting of my contact work I would have to wait a little longer. Her sighting
when if finally did occur was some 5 years later January 2, 1999. Thanks guys!
OTHER MISSING TIME
EXPERIENCES WITHIN OUR NETWORK
In the months that
followed our double missing time on highway 62, I quietly alerted other working
groups about what I believed had taken place. To my amazement Wayne Peterson,
WG Coordinator for CSETI Phoenix, described having a similar experience just a
few days after ours. According to his brief report, seven CE-5 team members had
double missing time while doing field work in the frigid Arizona desert.
Wayne wrote me , ÒIt was
Saturday Night, about the 27 of Dec, 1993. At least 7 of us were out at the
Cave Creek sight. Including Grace, Kathleen and Howard. We were watching the
fire intently as it was a chilly night. We decided about 11:45 to leave, we put
out the fire and at the cars we checked the time. It was about 1 AM. Ò
Wayne told me that the
brief walk to the cars could not have taken the hour plus time that had
elapsed. This was the first episode they reportedly experience that night.
While standing around their cars, Wayne and his wife Grace saw a bright white
meteor flash by in the sky. Wayne reported commenting to Grace about the
apparent missing time. The team loitered around watching the sky for what
seemed like perhaps 20 minutes. When they checked the time again it was about
2:30 AM. Wayne did not seem terribly upset by the apparent double missing time.
He lightheartedly commented at the end of his brief report, ÒMissing time
again, at least we didnÕt freeze.Ó
Ron Russell, a prominent
space artist and CSETI member also confided to me that he too had a lost time
experience. His had taken place just a few weeks before mine. Ron was a
founding member of the first CSETI CE-5 working group . It was established in
Denver in 1991 by Shari Adamiak. Shari was the driving force behind CE-5
Initiative operations that were initiated in many cities during the early years.
Ron has investigated the crop circle phenomenon in England for over a decade
and has made major contributions to the contact movement.
Ron told me that he was
home alone one night in late November or early December 1993. He was checking
out a book that he had received in the mail from a publisher who wanted him to
promote it. He told me that he was sitting around quietly turning the pages. He
reported being engaged in this activity for no more than a few minutes, but
when he looked at the clock he had lost about an hour of time.
I thought it significant
that the first CSETI CE-5 team had formed in Denver with Ron. The second group
was organized in Los Angeles in August 1992 with myself serving as facilitator.
Phoenix soon followed in December 1992 with Wayne Peterson as coordinator. It
seemed as if a simple pattern had emerged. CE-5 teams were established first in
Denver, then LA followed by Phoenix. The lost time experiences of prominent
CSETI investigators followed the same pattern, Denver, LA and then Phoenix.
Just in case we didnÕt get the ÒmessageÓ that this was something to pay
attention to, the numbers of those involved increased during each episode, one
with Ron, then two, Misha with me, and finally a CE-5 team with seven
reportedly undergoing Òlost time.Ó
I believe my report on
missing time did have some impact on the CSETI working group training program.
Steven Greer began emphasizing to trainees the importance of tracking time
during field investigations. Vigilance was stressed to detect other such
anomalous events.
I deem this series of
missing time experiences important, nevertheless this information was not
widely disseminated outside of the CSETI network. Given the sensitivity of the
topic, I believe I can understand why Dr. Greer and other CSETI leaders never
made reference to these occurrences in public.
From my point of view the
reports were quite significant in that our missing time experiences followed
the general pattern being described by countless other researchers. That Misha,
Ron, Wayne and his team all reported suffering no ill effects from having
experienced Òmissing timeÓ, tends to confirm the non-harmful nature of human-ET
encounters. At least such encounters appears harmless for those groups who
chose to go out and try to directly engage the intelligence presumably
responsible for the UFO phenomenon.
DEVELOPING A
MUTUALLY BENEFICAL RELATIONSHIP
For those who believe
people are being victimized by non-human intelligence of a presumed ET origin,
I imagine that the practice of deliberately seeking contact would be viewed as
fool hearty. I have served as coordinator for CE-5 work for 7 years at the time
of this writing. I must point out that there have been no deaths, and no
injuries of major consequence as the result of our efforts. The driving
rationale behind our actions has been to promote peaceful interactions in the
hope of developing a mutually beneficial relationship. It has been said that
the highest ideal on Earth is to promote peace through brotherhood. The contact
movement, from my perspective, endeavors to carry this practice out into the
cosmos.
LONG LIVE THE UNITY OF
ALL CONSCIOUS INTELLIGENT LIFE IN THE UNIVERSE
ONE COSMOS, ONE PEOPLE!!!!!!
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